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Ok here goes ... The jury is still out for me on TSM, but it definitely appears promising on day six. For the past few years I have used light marijuana use as a means to curb the drinking. I live in California and have a prescription for this. When I smoke in the midst of a drinking session, however many drinks in, or even before starting a session, it loses a lot of its appeal. It is not a solution to my problem because there are many inherent issue for me with weed - like my family and young kids, my job, serious motivation inhibitor, bad allergies, etc. Now on Nal and feeling the effects, I am curious about my future relationship with pot. If I could waive a wand and never smoke it again I would. It's a love hate relationship for sure. But even on Nal I have found that it stops the already altered drinking session in its tracks. Last night I was physically done drinking, just didn't want any more. But I craved ... something, if that makes any sense. I smoked and bingo, craving gone, fell asleep. Am I cheating? Am I kidding myself thinking I am following TSM protocol while smoking occasionally? Has anyone else carried pot baggage in to TSM? Thanks for reading.
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